note to self: either delete this blog or ask her to do it when i ask her to kill me
hopefully it will just disappear when stop existing
that seems to be what she wants anyways
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note to self: either delete this blog or ask her to do it when i ask her to kill me hopefully it will just disappear when stop existing ...
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So yeah, here's the second clip of audio from the SD card in the camera. It sounds like me and that person from the first one. Liz? ...
i wonder how old mary is
ReplyDelete?
DeleteMary...If you're still alive and can hear me, i got something to tell you.
DeleteI love your voice, and i would like to hear you again.
Also, i will tell you how to beat the demons.
GENERAL:
Ignore them. They represent different mental disorders that can be fixed.
Beauty: the mirror girl.
Ignore her. If she doesnt shut up, smash the mirrors into dust with whatever you can find. (also tell her she is a narcissistic b****)
The veiled woman and the silhouette.
Kill them. Plain and simple. (Use whatever you can find. make THEM suffer.)
The darkness: the one that ISN'T humanoid.
Ignore it. If it doesn't go away, threaten it with a knife.
Yram: the mirror version of you that you can find in the garden.
Make the garden peaceful. plain and simple.
Wrath: The thing that comes from killing all of them.
Be peaceful. Offer it friendship.
I don't know how to comment on the post itself, sorry
Smart, if these were actual physical beings instead of her mental issues manifesting themselves. Its psychological, she need to calm down, they arent real and she is trapped in her mind. Mary you need to come to terms with the veiled lady, she is the root of it all, except her and this will all be over.
Delete-Matt
well hello there? after i heard your story we can all understand that you are trying to tell us a story of yours. the house meaning: darkest moments of your live. demons each representing a mental sickness, the one who tells you "you are not worthy is anxiety. the masked one is your body image and self trust. and the black tall figure ignominy because it keeping you awake. I hope you are find. And once again thank you fort this wholesome experience.
DeleteMary... don't give in to them... if you overcome them they can't hurt you anymore. And you always have us to support you through the way. I think I can speak for all of us saying that we all love you mary
DeleteLook at her latest video
DeleteHi Mary, those demons don't matter, you do and only you. :)
DeletePlease don't.no matter how many time you open that door to your garden, it wouldn't make THEM go away. That garden and door are going to just hurt you the more you seek it out, It have already ready started growling at you by the third try. Answer those knocks Mary, Please Don't ignore those knocks and rings.
DeleteI am so tired and sick right now
DeletePlease listen
DeleteIn order to be free you need to stay inside
DeleteT H E R E IS A W A Y
I am stuck like you
DeleteI am tired of being alone
I hope you resemble these feelings
The girl in white dress
DeleteShe is a part of you
Trust her
She is trying to say that if you stay in the garden is a false hope, if you REALLY desire to get out and be free then please
DeleteStay with us and listen....there is a very simple way to get out,
I'm not sure what form it will take but there has been a way outside all this time....
DONT TRUST THE GARDEN
IT WILL ONLY DESTROO
Let's (not) go in the garden
DeleteYou'll find something waiting
(Absolutely no one)
Right there where you left it lying upside down (madness)
When you finally found it
You'll see how it's faded
(The garden will trap you)
The underside is lighter when you turn it around (your hair and teeth falls off because of that garden).....make the girl in the white strong....if she's strong enough then you can get out
Everything stays right where you left it, everything stays but things still chnange..ever so slightly daily and nightly
DeleteIn little ways EVERYTHING STAYS
(The garden is evil so get out)
I mean get in to find a get out
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DeleteWhy are you trying to shut out hope?
DeleteListen to hope
Delete<3
ReplyDeleteWhen ever there is darkness there is always light no matter how big or small
ReplyDeletePlease, dont.. dont give in to this. I know you probably wont listen to us, but you have to keep going. You can beat this.
ReplyDeleteYou're gonna be okay, Mary. We believe in you! ♡
ReplyDeleteWhen ever there is darkness there always will be a light big or small
ReplyDeleteMary please, i don't know if you will see this, but please, don't give up, for everyone who watches you please, don't give up, everything is going to be alright
ReplyDeleteyou won't be ok. none of us ever really are. but, you won't be alone. you've never been alone. we've been knocking at your door, offering what we can to help you. you may not be able to open the door, but you can still invite us to come in. we don't give up, even when you do.
ReplyDeleteWoman in white- we see you and we hear you. We don't know what we can do for now, as she's been blocked off since October, but we'll wait for your signal.
ReplyDeleteWe haven't given up on Mary, either.
Loser
DeleteNigga wtf 😂😂
DeleteYou wouldn't understand
DeleteCancer
DeleteS.A.V.E.Y.O.U.R.S.E.L.F
DeleteMary... Please don't disconnect from us...
ReplyDeleteYou're not alone, you can not stop existing, don't give in to her...
Please wake up...
"No one likes you" is a flat out lie. All of us who are watching like you, care about you. We worry about you. I know there were many times during these 8 months where I have worried about because I didn't know what was happening and the last thing we knew was that you no longer had access to the garden and could no longer see us. I still don't know if you're able to see us now, but I desperately hope you can. We are here for you in every way we can be, don't give up.
ReplyDeleteWe are here. Stay with us.
ReplyDeleteGarden Person, if you can still read this blog, WHAT IS THE SIGNAL?
ReplyDeleteCan you tell us "the usual way"?
Mary we don't know each other but please, please don't end it yet. You don't think so but you are STRONG. You know what prove it? You've held on this long and given us videos. You have survived this long and have no given up. If you made all this way, then you will get through tomorrow, and the next day, and the next day, and the day after that, and all the days that come after. You are strong, Mary. Hold on, if not for yourself, for us. Hold on.
ReplyDeleteMary if you can see us, stay strong! We are still here for you!
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ReplyDeletestay strong mary!!!! don’t give up!!!
ReplyDeletePlease never give up ! I've been where you are right, got my very own Liz situation. Gosh, i've also been beaten up to the ground !
ReplyDeleteBut that's the key they don't want you to see: YOU WILL GET UP AGAIN. As you did from the beginning. They want to set you on fire but because they dont realize you are the Fire, and there's people here, too many Lizes, trying to hold up that flame.
DON'T GIVE UP NOW !
dont forget to check source code peeps ;)
ReplyDeleteI can't imagine being trapped in such a nightmarish situation. But you aren't facing this situation alone. You have support and allies. You'll make a dazzling comeback. Have faith in yourself Mary.
ReplyDeleteFrom the source code:
ReplyDeleteFUCK FUCK FUCK PLEASE TELL ME YOU GUYS CAN HEAR ME - IT'S ME FROM IN THE GARDEN - I'M TRYING EVERYTHING TO GET THROUGH - I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH TIME WE HAVE LEFT, DAYS, WEEKS, MONTHS, I'M NOT SURE - BUT IF I GIVE MY EVERYTHING WE MIGHT HAVE ONE LAST CHANCE - KEEP AN EYE ON THIS BLOG AND THE TWITTER - I WILL SEND YOU A SIGNAL AND WILL NEED AS MANY OF YOU AS POSSIBLE - IN THE MEANTIME KEEP AN EYE ON MARY
Where is this in the source code? I found something encoded but it was different.
DeleteWhat was the different thing you found? Having both might help.
Deletehello? hello? Hey, am i getting through? Can you all see this? Good, I think this might actually be working. I've been trying to reach out to mary ever since she got here but she hasn't been able to see/hear/register me whatsoever it seems. I'm not even sure I can physically get into the house. They are poisoning her mind, making her think this is normal. Making her comfortable with this...situation. You've seen me before. In the Garden. You all know me. I am... just like the rest of them, but I promise, you can trust me. Really. I care about mary, really. I want to help her. I am fighting for control but I'm just too weak to fight. That bitch and the rest of them are too strong. And they're getting stronger every single day. And she's fucking letting them. That's where you all come in. I can't say for certain that she entirely trusts you all, but theres a chance she might listen to you. She might. I don't know. She's very stubborn, I know. If she thinks she's got this all figured out, it's going to take a lot to convince her otherwise. She may not listen. Knowing her, she'll probably get angry, and I'm sorry in advance for anything she does. It's going to freak her out, but she needs to be uncomfortable in order to make this better. I need you to tell her that ________________________________ Damn, it doesn't want to go through, that's weird. I think they figured out that I'm trying this. They'll do anything to silence me. We're not supposed to work like this. This isn't normal. Okay, I'm going to try again. Tell her that ____________________________________________________ Damn. Hmm. Oh, I have an idea. I am going to encode what I need you all to relay to her. I'm pretty sure they won't be able to censor it that way. I'll send it in little parts. You'll know when it's coming. You're all smart people. It won't take long. If this works, I might be able to try to reach out to her in person soon. Maybe you'll all be able to see me. The more you make her aware of me, the more likely we'll be able to meet. She's not gonna like it, I can tell you this. This is so complicated. I trust you all. Good luck. I beg you to trust me. We want the same thing here. I love you, mary. See you soon, hopefully.
Deletefrom the source code
DeleteI was looking through the source code and found Base 64 When decoded all i got was this PNG
DeleteIHDR VΎW sRGB bKGD pHYs ~ tIME
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Tbh i dont think this is useful It has PNG next to it So this is Most likely just a code for an image she posted
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DeletePls does anyone know how to convert png formats into actual images? i wanna make sure
DeleteYou can beat this
ReplyDeleteThe girl in the garden can help you
Garden Girl isn't out of it yet, one last chance
ReplyDeleteYou can do this. I KNOW you can. You dont think you can but you CAN. Those Demons think they're so smart and powerful. They are if you keep letting them know that, that's what they want. But you're better than this. You can do this. Please wake up.
ReplyDeleteMary we're here, the Woman in White is trying to get to you from the Garden. PLEASE hold on just a little longer. Keep singing!
ReplyDeleteDo not allow the pain and fear to overwhelm you. Move through it as would light through darkness
ReplyDeleteI always say to try drugs before death.
ReplyDeleteDon't give up try leaving your home they wanna keep you there they just wanna make you suffer until you pass on go to the garden try everything in your power to fight back the evil light your the light.
ReplyDeleteWe're here with you. As someone who regularly deals with depression and even suicidal thoughts, I can't imagine what you're going through but I know what pain feels like, what despair feels like, what it feels like to have such bitter hatred and darkness in your life and know it's coming from you and directed at no one but you.
ReplyDeleteDon't give up. We're pulling for you. The girl from the garden is on her way. Be blessed, Mary. You'll win this yet.
Mary please wake up there just thoughts. There not real you are loved and liked by may people. Don't listen to them. Don't let them win. Your beautiful and amazing don't let their lies fill your head.
ReplyDeleteIf she kills you, will she then cease to exist??? If so, she may be a bit reluctant to do it...... I can't imagine how that pos would be anything at all without you, Mary....
ReplyDeleteMary, Hope is trying to reach you. You have to have Hope Mary. We are here to help you. Just believe you can open the door, and you can.
ReplyDeleteboys look in the source code.
ReplyDeleteWell you may be giving up Mary but were not giving up on you. Were getting you out of that hell. We all care about you.
ReplyDeleteMary, as long as there's air in your lungs, you can move. As long as your heart pounds, you can think. It's shallow - but hang in there Mary! Dawn will break this darkness! We may not be in thick of it, but we're with you!
ReplyDeleteplease dont end it there is always hope
ReplyDeleteYou've been through hell for a very very long time... You've had hope ripped from you. Things are dire and hopeless. You deserve rest, but there must be something... One thing you haven't tried yet. Can you destroy it? Burn it down? Burn your way through the basement to see what evil lives there, and break it? "Desperate times call for desperate measures," as they say.
ReplyDeleteIf you're going down, take everything with you.
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ReplyDeleteWhoever sees this comment, go to the page source. We need to help her.
ReplyDelete"If this works, I might be able to try to reach out to her in person soon. Maybe you'll all be able to see me. The more you make her aware of me, the more likely we'll be able to meet."
MARY!! We can see you! This is not what we want, it's not what you want. You need to fight!! The woman in white is trying to help you fight, do not give up and DO NOT trust the garden. She is sending us messages, she is doing her best to reach you. We need you to see her. If you succumb it's over, and this is not the end. We believe in your Mary.
WE HEAR YOU. WE KNOW YOU EXIST. WE SEE YOU. REALITY IS STILL HERE AND YOU WILL GET BACK TO US. STAY STRONG MARY. WE BELIEVE IN YOU.
ReplyDeleteYour stronger than she is Mary!! You need to fight it!!
ReplyDeleteSomebody is looking for you, Mary. iamlookingformary.tumblr.com
ReplyDeleteKeep on fighting her - your light is so close.
ReplyDeleteYou are worth it.
You are beautiful.
iamlookingformary.tumblr.com
ReplyDeleteI know you see my comment.
ReplyDeleteHow we can help you tell us
.....but don't give up
Contact me at gmail: sakshamsrivastava388@gmail.com
Please contact in gmail.
DeleteI keep it secret
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ReplyDeleteWtf did I just watch? Well time to wash my eyeballs with bleach. Thanks for the nightmare fuel. Say "high" to Samara for me and she still owes me 5 bucks. Better have my money when I come to collect.🕵️
ReplyDeleteI feel the same. During the day while I'm occupied it isn't so bad. But at night when you're alone with your thoughts it gets to be overwhelming sometimes. I'm right there with you.
ReplyDeleteMary! can you read this?! please don't give up! you come so far! don't give up now! go to the woman in white in the garden! she can help you! we can help you! don't let those bad things get you down! keep fighting and help will come! just don't give up!!!!
ReplyDeletehello? hello? Hey, am i getting through? Can you all see this? Good, I think this might actually be working. I've been trying to reach out to mary ever since she got here but she hasn't been able to see/hear/register me whatsoever it seems. I'm not even sure I can physically get into the house. They are poisoning her mind, making her think this is normal. Making her comfortable with this...situation. You've seen me before. In the Garden. You all know me. I am... just like the rest of them, but I promise, you can trust me. Really. I care about mary, really. I want to help her. I am fighting for control but I'm just too weak to fight. That bitch and the rest of them are too strong. And they're getting stronger every single day. And she's fucking letting them. That's where you all come in. I can't say for certain that she entirely trusts you all, but theres a chance she might listen to you. She might. I don't know. She's very stubborn, I know. If she thinks she's got this all figured out, it's going to take a lot to convince her otherwise. She may not listen. Knowing her, she'll probably get angry, and I'm sorry in advance for anything she does. It's going to freak her out, but she needs to be uncomfortable in order to make this better. I need you to tell her that ________________________________ Damn, it doesn't want to go through, that's weird. I think they figured out that I'm trying this. They'll do anything to silence me. We're not supposed to work like this. This isn't normal. Okay, I'm going to try again. Tell her that ____________________________________________________ Damn. Hmm. Oh, I have an idea. I am going to encode what I need you all to relay to her. I'm pretty sure they won't be able to censor it that way. I'll send it in little parts. You'll know when it's coming. You're all smart people. It won't take long. If this works, I might be able to try to reach out to her in person soon. Maybe you'll all be able to see me. The more you make her aware of me, the more likely we'll be able to meet. She's not gonna like it, I can tell you this. This is so complicated. I trust you all. Good luck. I beg you to trust me. We want the same thing here. I love you, mary. See you soon, hopefully. -->
ReplyDeletewe see you
DeleteCreeper
ReplyDeleteAww man
ReplyDeleteSo we back in the mines
DeleteSwinging my pickaxes side to side
DeleteMary, the girl from the garden's trying to reach out to you. Please, if you can see this meet with them. Please don't give up. You are cared about.
ReplyDeleteYea there are so many of us and we all believe in you to beat this
ReplyDeleteAre you still here?
ReplyDeleteBeware, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, run, do, not, die, at the end of the garden... Remains a secret, a door, to 01100101 01110010 01100110 01100101 6d 6f 8c7e5439e4c6bc00b08148830a2146b7314fd1e888fbbe0cbc05011287632f2edf78544c194c05ba43ff7a9a53b07dafe61d294d0b696f4a8bd33d6a3b11158b, help.
ReplyDeleteE r f e - free? Freedom? I could only decipher the binary. The rest I don't know how to decipher, I'm sorry.
DeleteThe binary component using a binary text converter I got the first 3 letters being r v e
Deletethe next two were in hexadecimal so converting that I got the letters m o
r-v-e-m-o
no clue what it is, maybe I'm doing this wrong.
Binary turns into "e r f e", as stated. The following two small segments are hexadecimal, which translate to "m o".
DeleteFiguring "free_om". We are missing the d.
"Freedom" or "d" might be the key to unlocking the remaining code. Still looking for how it might be encrypted. Superficially it looks like more hex, but running it raw through anything brings no results. Tried chopping it up to two letter/number segments, likewise to no results. Either not hex, or has an extra layer of encryption going.
We're almost there.
We can reach her.
Done some further looking into it.
DeleteMuch of the hex is gibberish - and I mean it. They don't come up as valid hex values anywhere I'm looking. As in, they're representing letters that do not exist.
The last part has something to it I can't crack. An extra layer of encryption? I'm not smart enough to tell.
I thought maybe it was the shift for a Caesar's cipher for the banner on the site imlookingformary, but it didn't turn up anything
Deletefrom where in the source code did you find this massage? I wanted to fin it myself but couldn't find any thing.
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DeleteThe mess of letters and numbers totals 128... 128-bit key size encryption? I don't know anything about that stuff, just a guess. And there are 30 instances of 'hide', that has to be significant somehow.
DeleteBack.
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 Is. It. Gone?
DeleteIs she?
DeleteI don't know if it's gone, and she isn't back.
DeleteI plugged that mess above into a base64 decoder and i got was this:
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Does anyone else have any ideas of what that stuff commented by Outside might be?
Deleteyou need out like the rest of us in this world not that world
ReplyDeleteAre you dead:((((plz say no
ReplyDelete8c7e5439e4c6bc00b08148830a2146b7314fd1e888fbbe0cbc05011287632f2edf78544c194c05ba43ff7a9a53b07dafe61d294d0b696f4a8bd33d6a3b11158b
ReplyDelete.... this seems like it belongs in a website URL....
It's definitely hex, that much is clear. Running it through decoders only produces gibberish.
DeleteHow does "freedom" play into it? It's a key, but to what cipher?
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DeleteI thought maybe it was the shift for a Caesar's cipher for the banner on the site imlookingformary, but it didn't turn up anything
DeleteYour right it does
DeleteDamn we are close, check out above for more from outside
DeleteYou were never trapped were you,Mary? You chose this, do not look for an escape, walk away. The door was never locked, it is always open. Those monsters can't die, nor will they try to kill their own source of strength. Do not ignore them, but do not give them power. Only you can defeat them.
ReplyDeleteMary, the monsters you see, are the embodiment of problems you have, the Vail lady is depression, beauty is self-loathing, the shadow is regret, and the weird thing you touched, Was anxiety, that is why when you touched it, the others became more agressive, anxiety is all your problems molten as one. People, Let her see this
ReplyDeleteSource:Mattpat theory
info please
ReplyDeleteDon't shut down. You can do this! You can escape!You can fight back! Let us help! Don't go away.I Love you... We Love you...
ReplyDeleteyou uh
Deleteyou speakada french-
Try confronting them
ReplyDeleteI know it seems really stupid, regarding what happened with the black spot thingamabobojigajigjig
But think about it
If theyre physical creatures
Im pretty sure you can stab them
Thats just my two cents on it
But seriously
I think running every time is making this worse for you
Mary. You are doing your best.
ReplyDeleteThey are big and scary and they think they know all about you...
But they are old. They are out-dated.
You need spells, Mary, as silly as it may seem. New magic, that they don't know about. They are old, they can't keep up with the new.
Find something to do art with. It's a first step to find your spells!
Learn the air spells next! Full lungs are powerful.
I believe in you, Mary.
Mary I know you don't remember your past, you don't need to. This is your time and don't let anyone tell you eitherwise.
ReplyDeleteI think I know why your there, but that's not important, what's important is that you need to get out.
We all have fears, and we all are haunted by them, but with the help of others and our own willpower we ignore them and move forward.
Don't give up and stay as beautifull as always
Some random dude who cares
It’s been 3 months and 2 days since your last post at this point i can imagine you’re beginning to believe all is lost but it isn’t even if you can no longer see us we can still see you, we are still here waiting hoping and coming up with some means to get through and communicate to put your mind at ease even just a little, do not lose hope you are capable you are strong you are a fighter although that house is a copy of your home it is still your home, you can do anything you set your mind to even when you’re at your weakest, if you have something worth fighting for let that be your fuel that drives you let it be your light in the darkness your safe haven, if WE are your will to survive if WE are your support then don’t let the darkness win no matter what fight to see us again and we’ll do the same
ReplyDeleteDon’t give up! Don’t let the dark take you. You can overcome this.
ReplyDeleteMary it's time you've got out of hiding now. Your escape from your escape hasn't worked, it will never work. Did you really think going in deeper would allow you to escape your problems? It will never work, you will never be free unless you open the door. Only you have the key, you're just too scared to open it. That's why you there in first place, isn't it Mary? You thought that it could shield you from it all, but your problems followed you there. You tried to hide deeper into your garden, but you should've known it couldn't last. It's time Mary, time to walk out of your prison and into the real world. I understand that you may not be ready, but no one is ready to face the harsh reality of this world. But if you want to be free from your problems do not hide from them, rise above them. The choice is yours Mary, you have the key, you have a chance.
ReplyDeleteI agree Matt! Though it is scary and hard at first, once you come to terms with her and accept her, the others will disappear and it will be over.
ReplyDelete"note to self: either delete this blog or ask her to do it when i ask her to kill me
ReplyDeletehopefully it will just disappear when stop existing
that seems to be what she wants anyways"
well. i can do that for you.
now how should i report false abuse-
Hi Mary
ReplyDeleteHi
DeleteMine almost got me. In my paradise.
ReplyDeleteI got lucky. In all the mess emptiness ended up being a good thing. Can't go back there, be nothing good ever comes from it anymore. It's a shame. I wish it was different. Don't know if I'll stay away for good but I know the consequences.
Support is a strange thing. I want to talk but shut everyone out. It doesn't really help when people explain what I already know. Just relating to something that connects without being analyzed lifts me the most. Beautiful work. I dig it. I can feel it. Thank you.
Mary I don't know you I literally just stumbled into this, I know Jack about what is happening.but,what I do know is that you need to not give up.don't give up,if you think this is not worth it then don't give up.even if you think you can't keep on living like this don't give up.i am just some random stranger that stumbled into this but Mary for the love of all that is good and holy don't give up.keep on living seek help.don't be afraid to seek help, because you needed it.keep on living Mary,keep on fighting.no matter what,keep on having hope that everything will become better because it will.
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ReplyDeleteThe monsters. They're not their own kind. They are you mary. They're you."you made us"? She saying that they're you. They're alive cause of your depression, anxiety, regret, darkness. They are you
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ReplyDeleteGreetings. I am not here to speak to Mary herself, but the author of this story. What were some of the reasons for making this series? Why? (If you refuse to go out of character, that is fine.)
Also... you all are taking this much too seriously. The few days in which Mary was able to respond were just written by the author, to show that they recognize how many people like it, and are thankful.
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ReplyDeleteAnd they showed their gratitude through Mary’s actions.
ReplyDeleteLike the others say they are probably mental issues. My way of dealing with them is to find a room where they can't get in. Take one room and make it your garden. You have to show them who is the boss. Especially the veild one. You have the chance to talk back, do it. You are the master of your own mind. You have the right to breath and be at peace. I know it's hard, scary and just infurating. But you still have the right to be who you are.
ReplyDeleteREMEMBER MARY YOU ARE THE MASTER OF YOUR MIND.
I don't know if you'll ever read this, but after hitting my head I started hearing a voice. It told me that no one really liked me and that everyone was just putting up with me and that everyone would be better off without me. It was horrible because in every situation I got in it knew exactly what to say to make me feel worse because it was my own depression and anxiety reflected back to me. It told me everything I already thought to be true deep inside and because of that I couldn't argue with it. I got close to killing myself. But... I admitted to my family that I needed help and told them what was happening. I wasn't okay.
ReplyDeleteYou're not okay. You need help. It's okay to tell people that you're not okay. You deserve to be heard. You have a right to your existence. Find things you like about yourself and push them out to the front of your mind. You create well edited video content, you made a blog and a twitter page that has attracted hundreds of people to pay attention and empathize with your plight. Not everyone could do that. You ARE smart. You ARE worthy. Believe it. Believe it when you face these monsters. Tell them NO. Take away their permission to harm you. You don't have to let them abuse you.
You can admit that you're not okay. You can also get better. You can become whatever person you want to be. It's hard, but not impossible. Hold on to what you love and become it. Please just keep fighting. I know the pain is real and that you want to give up but you have to push back. When you do... do it for yourself, not for me or anyone else. It's the only way to stop them.
I don't know the code yet but just so this doesn't lose traction im gonna comment to alert the author that there is still people interested in this ARG
ReplyDeleteI hope she's okay.
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DeleteStay out of the garden, Mary.
ReplyDeleteMary come back! We love you!
ReplyDeleteYou don't need us, and you don't need our validation. Your self-image shouldn't depend on what other people tell you. You relied too much on an escape, and it became tainted by an inescapable reality. You need to find a way to love yourself, and live in the present. Look at your flaws and your mistakes, accept them as part of who you are, and understand that they don't necessarily need to change. Stop running from the pain that they cause you and learn to live in spite of it. It may never stop hurting, but the pain can get easier to deal with. Always remember that it WILL get easier. Eventually, you might acknowledge the source of the pain whenever it occurs, and move on from it unaffected. If you do this, you might be able to escape.
ReplyDeletePls don't die.
We miss you.
Escape for real, I mean. Not back to the garden.
DeleteMary, I understand what you’re going through. Mental issues like yours are very scary, but the garden can’t save you. It’s just another prison, a cage, a TRAP. You need to escape, but as much as I wish I could tell you that you can do it alone, you can’t. You need help, but that’s what we’re all here for. We want to help you, Mary... Please let us in...
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ReplyDeletewe supported your efforts to explore your surroundings, the documentation and notes of your quest. where did that purpose and drive go? we support you still. we support your quest to find yourself and improve your situation, as cheesy at it sounds. but did the situation truly improve by spending so much time in the garden? open the door mary, go to others for a sleepover just for a change of pace. open the door. it can be closed again. the garden and four evils you can access anytime, you're not missing out on new developments. just try to answer the door, mary. please. open the door. the four evils harassing you are familiar and will try to stop you, but please...
ReplyDeleteYou need to escape the garden. Its destroying you and the embodiments of your mind in the house are only getting stronger. Get. Out. Listen to the white lady. She wants to help. Can't you see that all the doorbells, phone rings and small bits of contact are people trying to help you? We are trying to find a way to save you Mary but until then we need you to stay out of the garden, no matter how painful it is.
ReplyDeleteMARY. DO NOT LISTEN TO THE VOICES. IGNORE THEM. PLEASE LISTEN TO THE WHITE LADY IN THE GARDEN. AWNSER THE DOOR WHEN THE DOORBELL RINGS AND FIGHT BACK. YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS.
ReplyDeleteYou got this Mary! You may not trust us but we are good! Listen to the woman in white! Leave the garden! It is a false reality we’re it makes you slowly destroy yourself. Please listen to us and leave the garden!
ReplyDeleteMary The garden is poisoning you. Escape it and follow the white lady
ReplyDeleteCan everyone stop talking about the garden she can't even go back. She need safe place something.
ReplyDeleteMary do you have a sister?
ReplyDeleteSearch up the images. One is USB. Other one is revolver. The third one is parallel.
ReplyDeleteDeath does not change anything for you. Everything is cyclic, you will just end up in the same place, unless you start a new cycle.
ReplyDeleteMary, listen to us. You must STAY AWAY from the garden. The lady in white is trying to help you. Once you've done that, you can work on taking down the entities, one by one. Listen to the lady in white, even if the others don't want you to. You are the master of your mind. You have control. You CAN beat them. We believe in you, we love you! You are beautiful and strong, just please, don't listen to the entities! You can do this!
ReplyDeleteDraga Mary, iti scriu acest text pentru a-ti spune ca si eu stiu prin ce treci. Desigur nimeni, niciodata nu va intelege in totalitate ce simti tu, cu exceptia celor care sunt partasi la o suferinta ca a ta. Iar faptul ca tu ai reusit sa transpui in imagini aceasta realitate ar trebuie sa serveasca drept lectie celor care nu vor sau nu stiu sa inteleaga adancul suferintei tale. Eu am suferit in aceasta viata din cauza unor fantasme, unele asemanatoare cu cele care te bantuie pe tine, unele mult mai groaznice. Si eu am fost cunfuz, dezamagit, lipsit de speranta, predispus la dependenta sau violenta atunci cand nu am mai stiut ce sa fac sa pot sa alin durerea de care nu puteam scapa. Uneori imi mai aduc aminte de acele visuri groaznice din care ma trezeam plangand si care ma speriau de moarte ca se vor adeveri. Am vazut cum relatia mea cu majoritatea oamenilor s-a degradat pentru ca ei nu aveau timp sa inteleaga si eu nu puteam sa le explic prin ce treceam, asa ca am decis sa trec singur prin ele. Si eu am ajuns in situatia in care esti tu astazi, crezand ca singura mea solutie este sa termin totul. Si atunci m-am gandit cum as arata eu mort, vazut de mine din exterior si m-am speriat de aceasta imagine mai tare decat de orice, stiind ca eu fusesem responsabil pentru ea. Astfel mi-am dat seama ca am ajuns la fund si ca singura mea directie este in sus, pentru ca acum nu mai aveam nimic de pierdut. Demonii mei erau deja ceva cu care ma obisnuisem si nu ma mai speriau la fel de tare, asa ca nu le-am mai dat importanta. Imi facusem de nenumarate ori bilantul si mi-am dat seama ca eu nu sunt chiar asa de rau pe cum credeam, ca exista lucruri pentru care merita sa traiesti. Lucruri mici care te ajuta sa treci ziua, saptamana, luna, printre lucrurile rele, care deodata nu mai insemnau nimic pentru ca atata suferinta ma intarise impotriva lor, fara ca eu sa imi dau seama. Sigur ca lucrurile nu au devenit mai bune de a doua zi, dar treptat diferenta este palpabila , fara a fi ceva fals in care ma refugiam ca sa scap de trecutul meu. Din abisul meu s-a nascut acest dor imens pentru viata. Asa cum sper ca fie si pentru tine in astfel de momente grele. Mergand inainte, viata nu este deloc perfecta sau asa cum mi-as fi dorit-o eu. Dar este o viata buna, sincera, reala si traita in fiecare moment, pana cand sfarsitul ei va veni in mod natural. Sper din tot sufletul meu ca tu sa nu sfarsesti totul si sa gasesti forta si curajul in tine sa iesi din situatia ta. Sa te intorci la viata pe care tu ti-o doresti si pe care tu o vei crea dupa bunul tau plac, acum ca stii sigur cum nu ar trebui sa fie. Eu nu sunt foarte bun la a descifra mesaje codificate dar am considerat ca ar trebui sa iti spun ca tu, in suferinta ta, nu esti deloc singura si ca mana ta intinsa spre exterior va gasi sprijin intotdeauna. Te rog sa nu iti pierzi speranta. Te las cu aceasta strofa din poezia "Corona Astralis" de Maximilian Voloshin.
ReplyDeleteThe ones who saw the dreams and knew the names,
who heard the grasses talking to each other,
who learned the will of their ancient father,
who listened to the songs of tidal waves,
the ones whose souls have been purified,
the ones who are harnessed to the pain of challenge,
who lit their mystic candles on the fringe,
who became a pure shade of darkest nights,
who didn’t squeeze their grape to sinful glass,
and didn’t seek the joys of earthly leisure,
not in the priestess’s dances,
nor in the pleasure,
but who descended into Hell’s morass
to meet their shadow at the very bottom –
they don’t expect hearts with love to blossom.
mary, were at the door. open up. let us help you
ReplyDeleteDon't give up mary, we believe in you. You can get through your stuggles. It won't be easy, but you can do it! All you have to do is be willing to accept the help that you need. From yourself, from us. We're here, I promise.
ReplyDeleteMarry at the edge of the garden there is a door out try and find it. And the lady in white wants to help you so very much but the monsters are trying to stop her. Believe in her and reach out.
ReplyDeleteI hope this helps to you in your journey find FREE_OM and remember we are all here for you
STAY OUT OF THE GARDEN AND FIND THE LADY IN WHITE SHE IS TRYING TO HELP YOU
ReplyDeletemary if you are still here,keep hanging on.
ReplyDeleteHello. I wish you knew. I wish i had a way to communicate clearly. My heart has slowed with the intention of separation. My breathing has grown weeks simply to forget. But i fought. I dug. And held on to that who i was b4 the turn... the vail was lifted when i saw her. There was no mask. No darkness. Or self manipulation could ever prevail. My rock came in the form of a daughter. From a woman who was my freind. My monsters may not have gone. But.. none are as powerful as that step i took. Because she reminded me... of how desprate i was to stand up and she showed me. I only feel in deeper because i had no light. You have a super nova just start looking under the door. You will make it i am confident.
ReplyDeletePLEASE ACCEPT HELP FROM OTHERS WE CARE!!!!!!!!!! We need you to stay strong we will help you, I promise. We all want to help you!
ReplyDeletePlease don’t and stop going to the garden that’s not the place you want to be please open the door escape the house let the help in please never go to the garden again it will only trap you consume you beat you black and blue you will have nothing you will have no one if you stay in the garden we are here we will listen we will care just please no garden not there anymore keep staying in the house and we will help we will guide we will keep you safe
ReplyDeleteDont go to the garden. trust the girl plz. she sent us a code to tell you we are looking. trust us mary
ReplyDeleteDon't go to the garden you don't need the garden you need us Mary but we can't help till you let us in but we will be here wait for you no matter how long it takes cos you are loved and apreshiated by all of us stay strong Mary we will get you out stay determined
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ReplyDeleteshe is speaking to you.
let her in.
her words are muted.
give them volume.
Mary, LIVE during the night! The longer you run, the stronger they get.
ReplyDeleteLol get a life you dipshits.
ReplyDeleteHey man, what do you think you're doing? Do you want to get reported? Delete what you said.
Deletelet me put this in a way you'll understand. those entity's they're your demons, you cant kill them and you cant run. so there's only one thing left. make peace with them only then will you be free and truly free. its gonna be hard but you can do it Mary, we believe in you.
ReplyDeleteBefore you found the garden you learned how to hit back. Lose the dread and get ANGRY. The one beating you and telling you you're worthless gets stronger when you feel threatened. Go for the kneecaps, then the throat.
ReplyDeleteMary, trust the white lady. She is trying to help you. You have to let them in. Don't go to the garden. It's not as good as you think.
ReplyDeleteMary, please if you can read this, the garden is not the answer to your problems. It's making you sick, can't you see it? The monsters are getting worse, and you need to face them head on that's the only way. You are beautiful, and brave. Listen to the lady in the white, she is trying to help you. Try and answer the door when it rings, even though the monsters try to stop you. Livestream during the night. We will help and support you. If you keep going back to the garden it will all get worse. It's not reality. Don't end it, please, we're all here for you.
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ReplyDeleteBeware of the garden... Remains a secret, a door, to erfe mo
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Mary, stay out of the garden. It's only hurting you. Trust the woman in white. She loves you and wants to help. Stay Out Of The Garden.
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ReplyDeleteStay out of the garden. It's not peaceful nor is it safe. It's just hurting you. Stay out of the garden and never go back
ReplyDeleteHi, Mary. I'm not sure if you'll read this, but I hope you do. This will ve my first and only try to reach you, for I think we could maybe have something in common (if you even read it, that is).
ReplyDeleteI met the Veiled Lady, you see. Might not be the same one, but it is really close. Right now, it's 1:30am where I am, and she is talking to me, keeping me awake. It's been like that for months now... Years, maybe. I've lost count a long time ago. It's been tough.
The reason I'm trying to contact you right now is that I've been told you've reached your breaking point. That soon, you might do something that there's no turning back. It's right here in this very post.
I've decided to kill myself. I, too, have reached my breaking point. I've met the Veiled Lady, and she's been brutal with me. Growing stronger each day I become weaker.
But I've traying to reach people like me before I do that. I might not help a lot, but, at least, it helps me to know that there is people out there who understand me. Who understand the things I want to do.
These people are there for you, too. They're knocking on your door, and you should give them a chance. Look for something else than the garden.
Again, I'm not sure you'll read this. But I hope you do, and I hope that helps you even if a little bit. Because, right now, there's a lot of people paying attention to you, and I think you could help much more people than I ever could... if you let someone else help you first.
Mary, if you're still using this website, please confirm this to me immediately. STAY AWAY FROM THE GARDEN! It's not safe for you. The more you enter the garden, the more strength you give your demons! There are people out there who CARE for you, who respect you. They want you to let them in so they can help you! The more you shut them out, the more isolated you become. You don't want your life to end like this! THERE IS STILL HOPE! You can live a better life and find new MEANING for yourself! But you have to LET YOUR FRIENDS IN and TRUST them! They're ready to help you even now! I beg you, PLEASE don't die. PLEASE don't die. PLEASE don't die.
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ReplyDeleteyour unique, you shouldn't doubt yourself. are you going to run away again ?
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ReplyDeleteMary, the garden has made your demons Stringer and weakend you. But I know it's not enough to tell you to stay away from the garden, so I offer you a different way to protect you from those demons that worked when my girlfriend was fighting similar demons:
ReplyDeleteLet those people that love you inside your heart. You could make this easier by a Livestream or even better: a discord server. That way you could physically hear the collective voice of love. And by coming into contact with our love, you maybe be able again to let those people that are around you in and experience love again. I don't mean this in a sexual was, but in a way a friend loves a friend or parents love their children. Let yourself be loved again!
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ReplyDeleteMary listen to me they are lying to you the monsters are lying, listen to the lady in the garden she's been trying to tell you to get help and to get out of the garden. You need to get out of their control. The woman in white is trying to help the monsters are trying to k**l you. You can do this Mary I believe in you. Please get the help you need answer the door the person on the other side wants to help, please don't go.
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ReplyDeleteYou need to stay out of the Garden Mary, it's not good for you! It's really not! Try to go live at night with us, listen to us, you can get through this!
Hey Mary My name is Sam. I have been there from the very start 2016. At that time i was going thro something similar. I thought i was alone i was a mistake but there are people that can help you. I know that alot of people say that but thats only the half of the truth. Yes We can help you in every way but if you don’t listen to yourself if you cant lift yourself up theres no one that can. I want you to listen to yourself for once. Sit down take a deep breath and listen and please dont go to the garden listen to yourself the reason you cant hear the girl in white is because you yourself dont want to so please listen and open your eyes. Last 8 months you have 4 days right? Its plenty of time to listen to yourself. Please dont cross the line be strong like you have. You survived the monsters everyday right? We not try one last time
ReplyDeleteWe're going through this with you. We need you to actually speak with us all LIVE during the night – you're worthy, needed and loved. You're NEEDED, plus we want you to stay with us – just keep breathing, they'll get weaker if you can just be strong enough to get through the first step. You have already survived so much. Your vulnerability and insight is captivating. We need you to be strong - because no matter how much you want to convince yourself you're alone, you're not. We are beside you, so talk to US. We're strong �� together.
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