ok you guys said i should reupload so i did

ok so i tried again - sstill fucked up - idk what to tell you all

16 comments:

  1. Good job, Mary. We’ve just gotten our latest secret message. It’s even easier to read than the last…

    ‘get her to actually speak with you all LIVE during the night – we must convince her to stay with us – the longer she runs, the stronger they get’

    Considering as how these things seem physically incapable of hurting you, that doesn’t seem completely out of the question. What does everyone else think?

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. I think an opportunity to speak with her live can sort out various issues and other problems. If this woman in the Garden is really trying to help Mary, we ought to relay the messages as directly as possible. A livestream would be the perfect way to do it.

      Delete
    2. Mission: Unsuccessful
      Those things knew exactly what to do and say to push Mary outside. Not to mention about sixty percent of those present weren’t on the same page.

      Proposal:
      Mary has shown herself capable of lasting for a full thirty minutes in spite of the mixed messages and psychological manipulation. More importantly, Mary knows it is possible to last out, although she still feels too demoralised. We may be able to turn this into a first stepping stone.

      If you’re reading this, Mary, consider a second Livestream. Chances are, it’ll get easier to hold your ground during these vigils. And remember, Mary, these entities are supernatural bullies, plain and simple. Do you really believe what they tell you is the truth, or just reflecting your opinions back at you?

      Fight On, Mary. We're proud of you.

      Delete
    3. "The stronger they get" implies they might gain the strength to actually hurt Mary. But I think she's best off in the Garden, getting fresh air and light, she just needs to avoid darkness like the tunnel. And pay close attention to the Lady in White.

      Delete
  2. Are you still there, Mary?

    I need you to understand something vital.

    She did not lie when she said you know them all by name.

    Behind the veil is you, Mary. It is Anxiety, telling you everything you do not want to hear about yourself and looking to bring you down at every point.

    Behind the mask in the mirror is you, Mary. It is your Insecurity, looking down on you and laughing at the way you look.

    In the dark is your shadow, Mary. An undeterminable Anger towards your situation, and the fact that you are trapped here.

    The house is yours, Mary. The demons are trespassers.

    As long as they are there, you cannot leave.

    The Garden is not as it seems. It is but another room in the house - endless, thus still keeping you trapped, unable to really leave.

    Each time you spend a night there, you choose to ignore your problems.

    But they do not go away, Mary.

    They only get worse unless you confront them.

    She can touch you now, Mary.

    What will happen next time?

    What if they become too strong for you to even combat?

    What if you can never open that door?

    We're all sorry we made you go through what happened last time, but you *need* to understand.

    If you keep going like this, things will only get worse.

    Why would Anxiety tell you we lie? Why would it tell you to go to the Garden?

    Has it not made it clear how much it *hates* you?

    *So why does it want you to go to the Garden?*

    Please come back to us soon, Mary.

    We're all waiting.

    ReplyDelete
  3. Deep in the source code for this picture I found the following text. From the lady in white, I presume.

    Good work. Now work together, if enough people ask, she's more likely to do it.

    ReplyDelete
  4. please do another livestream I BEG OF YOU MARY!

    ReplyDelete
  5. Stay out of the Garden!
    Find a way to speak with us live during the night time. STAY WITH US. The longer you run, the stronger they get.

    ReplyDelete
  6. Mary - I know you are in a lot of pain and you are afraid of the monsters in the house, and want to get outside. I really understand you.
    But Mary, please don't go out there. Don't trust the garden.
    Mary- here's what I need you to do:
    - go back into the house.
    - find something that you feel happy or at peace with. It can be a book, teddy bear, diary, or something.
    - I want you to remember. Try as hard as you can.
    - hold onto those memories.
    - sit near the window and enjoy the light.
    - As night falls, remember the light. Do not let it out of your memories.
    - If those things attack you - fight back. Do not let those things overpower you. Yell at them "Enough!"
    - do not resist them, but see them as they are.
    - Ignoring them would be futile. Acknowledging them might do the trick. Be at peace - understand them. They exist in all of our minds.

    Mary, you are not alone. You're tougher than you think.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Mary, we are all here for you.
      It's okay to cry - we are all human no matter what. Fallible and prone to the monsters of the night.
      But don't go gentle into that night. Protect what light you have - your memories, the light, even small delights you savour as you ward off the darkness.

      I've had my fair share of them - and they often return. It's not fair at all that not everyone can see or understand or experience what is happening in our minds. Life is not a fair game - that's the nature of the beast.
      So...why play fair with life? Don't take your life on drugs or self harm, or fighting these monsters. Cheat the f##kers.
      You have us - we are all in this game, and life doesn't have to be our master. We can all be masters of the monsters and the tides of our lives. I may be playing another game, but the NPCs are the same.
      Do not give up!

      Delete
  7. Mary!
    Stay out of the garden, you're just getting worse from it.
    Try livestreaming on youtube at at night, so you wont be alone, and we can help you with your inner demons, and finally win.
    Trust the lady in white. She wont kill you because you are the same person, just different representations. She's your survival instinct. You heavily rely on her.
    And DON'T stop communicating with us.
    Stay alive and strong girl!
    Bye!
    ( I will publish this comment on every post so it will be more noticeable.
    Im probs going to get flagged or banned for spam but this is important)

    ReplyDelete
  8. Mary even though we don't know you we are concerned we want you to stay out of the garden, many people need you. The garden is your use of drugs. Don't block us out, ESPECIALLY the white lady because she is trying to help you. We are helping you whoever hurt you will pay greatly.

    ReplyDelete
  9. Mary, find Game Theory. They might have the answers

    ReplyDelete
  10. dont go into the garden. they get worse the more you go. please dont go back into the garden

    ReplyDelete
  11. I was diagnosed as HEPATITIS B carrier in 2013 with fibrosis of the
    liver already present. I started on antiviral medications which
    reduced the viral load initially. After a couple of years the virus
    became resistant. I started on HEPATITIS B Herbal treatment from
    ULTIMATE LIFE CLINIC (www.ultimatelifeclinic.com) in March, 2020. Their
    treatment totally reversed the virus. I did another blood test after
    the 6 months long treatment and tested negative to the virus. Amazing
    treatment! This treatment is a breakthrough for all HBV carriers.

    ReplyDelete

one last picture of me

for good measure, i guess mary